It’s practically a half day away from that big moment of my life, and now the nerves hit. I’m ready for this to be over, and seriously I’ve had the great support. It seems like I’ve only had the last thirteen days to fully adjust.
I’m not complaining mind you, I just have to center myself tonight and get the last bit of myself out of my head. I’ve always been my biggest obstacle in everything I’ve ever done, and this is no different.
Truth is… I’m not afraid to die, I accepted that a long ago, but I’m not sure if I’m afraid to live either. I think the nerves come from the unknown(what the hell am I going to do without the insulation?). Things will go fine, I’m sure, and I’m having a conversation with my God.
The people who’ve supported me has been amazing. I’ve made friends and family proud, I’m fortunate to go through this process with so much love supporting me.
I’m not signing of as the director tonight. This is just Chris preparing for the next journey of my life.